When dark falls....

When dark falls, so does our might.
Smart if not meek,
...still we are not weak.

We fulfill our desires,
without any fire.
'cause we are already dead,
even for our daily bread.

We worship our stones
Cause we have a chill in our bones.

Life is a gratitude
To which we do not pay anymore tribute.

crazy as it may seem...

crazy as it may seem
it ain't that difficult to dream

we delve into our soul,
to figure out what we want to hold.

material things are just a farce
cause in the end they just pass.
leaving us with sorrow,
hoping for a better tomorrow

happiness is not our bread and butter
hand to mouth is always a fritter...

hopeless dream

crazy as it may seem
war is such a hopeless dream
martyrs when we get killed
heroes when we come back alive

life aint precious anymore,
if we are a martyr or a hero
War is such an insignificant waste
in this derby of doom...
where life doesn't matter anymore at noon.

War

At the break of dawn,
We conquer today's sun.

'cause victory is one,
which keeps us moving on.

killing wasn't in our blood,
it was the guns that made us one.

walking amongst the green,
The air smelling of dead soldiers.

whose hopes have been washed away
just like houses on a flood-ridden day

would tomorrows sun be as gore as todays' ?
or would there be darkness for years to come?

War is something that makes you lose someone...

frustration......

sometimes it seem to have no end, it just begins before u even realise it.... it slowly crawls into ur system and stays there just like a deadly virus.... it tries to weaken u from the inside and u just dont seem to have any clue bout it. im one who has been affected and gettin affected slowly and steadily.... its been a gap of 2 yrs now that i havent had a job, thats becoz i had been studying and now when its time to get back to the working life it just aint easy anymore....

its really frustrating when u have so much of experience and u wanna change ur field its difficult to convince employers why u need to change. sometimes i feel that experience really doesnt count for me anymore, since im a freshee and that the way it is. i dont know whether im making a mistake of being too focussed actually obsessive focus..... it doesnt seem to help, i dont have too many options in hand, just wanna get into what i feel would be satisfying for me.

staying on campus, nothing happening from the colleges end, resorting to other options etc might probably get me somewhere, but deep inside i feel im not gonna get what i want. most of my friends have been placed by now and knowing for a fact that they have started work and few of us r still on campus is really frustrating. employers take their own sweet time to call u, interview u, then again interview u and then they say they would get back to u which never happens actually. its just a game that they play with our to be careers.

how can someone start on such a negative frame of mind?? it doesnt help our innocent minds, people dont understand us anymore. its difficult to explain....

waiting for that one offer is going to be an endless wait, i guess waiting is gonna be out dear friend for a long time to come!!!!