Wednesday, February 21, 2007

frustration......

sometimes it seem to have no end, it just begins before u even realise it.... it slowly crawls into ur system and stays there just like a deadly virus.... it tries to weaken u from the inside and u just dont seem to have any clue bout it. im one who has been affected and gettin affected slowly and steadily.... its been a gap of 2 yrs now that i havent had a job, thats becoz i had been studying and now when its time to get back to the working life it just aint easy anymore....

its really frustrating when u have so much of experience and u wanna change ur field its difficult to convince employers why u need to change. sometimes i feel that experience really doesnt count for me anymore, since im a freshee and that the way it is. i dont know whether im making a mistake of being too focussed actually obsessive focus..... it doesnt seem to help, i dont have too many options in hand, just wanna get into what i feel would be satisfying for me.

staying on campus, nothing happening from the colleges end, resorting to other options etc might probably get me somewhere, but deep inside i feel im not gonna get what i want. most of my friends have been placed by now and knowing for a fact that they have started work and few of us r still on campus is really frustrating. employers take their own sweet time to call u, interview u, then again interview u and then they say they would get back to u which never happens actually. its just a game that they play with our to be careers.

how can someone start on such a negative frame of mind?? it doesnt help our innocent minds, people dont understand us anymore. its difficult to explain....

waiting for that one offer is going to be an endless wait, i guess waiting is gonna be out dear friend for a long time to come!!!!

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